Oh gosh, where to start...
Well, maybe with a warning - this is probably going to be a long post!
Second has to be a kajillion thanks....
Thank you Shane for your patience and support - words cannot express my love and appreciation.
Thank you Mom and Dad for believing I can do anything and encouraging me to go after my dreams.
Thank you Kelly for preparing me, not only physically, but also mentally... and for acting as much as a psychiatrist in the final weeks as a coach.
Thank you to everyone who stood by me this year and supported me. To those who left me alone when I was tired or stressed. Thanks to those who encouraged me and offered words of support when I needed them most. To those who didn’t complain when I deserted them for training. To those who understood what this journey meant.
Last but not least, thank you Kirsten... without you this journey and this achievement would never have been the same. I’m so happy we conquered this together.
Ok, onto the race report.
Overall, I’m really happy with the day that I had. As noted in one of my last posts, one of my main goals was definitely to enjoy the race and to try and avoid any negative thoughts. I’m not going to lie and say it was all peaches, as I definitely had a few moments on the bike where I was a bit down, but overall I think I was able to just take it all in and was left with an largely positive memory of the day.
Kirsten and I got to the race site quite early. It was weird not having to set up transition (as we had checked our bags in the day before with our bikes) and I think both of us felt like we could have come a little later. That said it was nice to soak up the atmosphere. We got into our wetsuits fairly quickly and when the beach opened at 6:10 we headed across the timing mat and down to the water for a little warm up. We also got to see our family for a little pre-race chat and photos. While we ended up hanging out on the beach for a while after warming up, I’m still really glad we did this, as it helped calm my nerves and it was nice to get a warm up in without thousands of other people around.
I started on the beach and slowly walked into the water after the gun went off. I'm pretty sure I heard the announcer say about 2 or 3 minutes had passed by the time I actually made it to the "start line" and started swimming. I wouldn't say I was swimming my absolute hardest, but I was able to find a pretty good rhythm and was happy that I managed to stay relaxed and, I think, pretty focused throughout. I swam rather close to the buoy line on the way out; got a bit disoriented at the turn (you go around two houseboats. I saw the first one just fine, but didn't see the second houseboat right away and was a bit confused by a sailboat that was also out there). After the second turn I realized I was quite wide, but had pretty clear water and a good site line, so I just stayed wide and made my way back toward shore.
There were so many people coming out of the water at the same time as me that I couldn't really run up into transition, so I just got in line and walked on up to the wetsuit strippers. I must say, it was pretty fun getting my suit whisked off – definitely much quicker than when I do it on my own. The change tent was packed, so I definitely got a bit excited and just whipped my gear on and headed out. I had originally planned to stop and use the washroom, but totally forgot in my excitement (this became a factor not long into the bike).
The start of the bike was fun. I feel like everyone told me not to get too caught up in the excitement and not to go too hard up Main Street, so I tried to keep this in mind, but I definitely just wanted to go. The crowds on the side of the street definitely added to the excitement.
About the time I hit the Skaha Marina, I realized I really really had to use the washroom, so just before McLean Creek Rd I knew I couldn't put it off any longer and had to make a quick pit stop. A friendly spectator on the side of my road held my bike for me and jokingly assured me he wouldn’t change my gears or eat any of my gels. Soon enough I was back on the road and rolling along. There was a hilarious guy mid-way up the McLean Creek hill standing in the back of his truck with a loud speaker and a microphone blaring the Rocky theme and encouraging everyone as they tackled the climb. On the descent I narrowly avoided running over a young duck that had walked out into the road – hopefully he made it safely through the maze of bikes as they went flying past. From there, it was onto Osoyoos. I felt like I found a decent pace without “killing it” and just kind of took in the atmosphere of the day.
Then came Richter.... I struggled a little with Richter this time around. I'm not sure why, but it just felt incredibly long compared to when we had done it in training. Kirsten caught me and passed me on the climb which, admittedly, was a bit of a punch in the gut. I felt like I had been moving along well and then there she went quickly and smoothly past me – looking great. That said, the descent perked me back up (I love a good descent) and I was feeling really strong as I headed into the first few rollers. Coming down the 3rd or 4th roller (I can't really remember which one) – pfft – I got a flat! My first thought was of course - CRAP! - but I pulled off to the side and remembered in the grand scheme of things it wasn't going to take that long to make the repair (I think Kelly’s voice actually went through my mind, reminding me to stay calm and just work at a relaxed speed). I got my tire off the rim pretty quick (which is usually what I struggle with) and found the cause of the problem without too much trouble (a big metal sliver). That said, it was so embedded in the tire, it took me a bit to actually get it out. I could have used a pair of tweezers! I did eventually get it out, got my new tube in, and then the race support pulled up. They gave my change job the once over for me, pumped up my tire so I didn’t have to mess with the C02, put my wheel back on my bike and I was on my way. I really have no idea how long I was on the side of the road, but it was long enough that I never saw the people I had been riding near before and was sort of with a new group for the rest of the ride.
There was a pretty strong headwind from the end of the rollers through to the turn off for the out and back, so I was happy when I finally got to the out and back turn off and got a little reprieve from the winds. Also, I was nicely distracted on the way out looking for Kirsten. I took a quick stop at special needs, and then got going again. This is about the time I started to struggle a little and had a harder time shaking some negative feelings. The headwind was back and took a lot out of me (as I'm sure it did everyone out there), my stomach started really churning and I had to make yet another stop at the washroom just before Keremeos (which is rare for me, as I can often get through a long training day without any bathroom breaks). The stretch from Keremeos to the bottom of Yellow Lake was hard. I just didn't feel good and had some moments where I just wanted to stop and walk. This was definitely the down point of my day, and definitely the spot where I had the hardest time refocusing and pushing away the negativity. Thankfully my family was at the bottom of Yellow Lake so that perked me up a bit and I actually felt really good on the last big climb. I passed quite a few people and felt like I had a nice solid cadence the whole way up and overall, just a really strong climb. It was a nice turning point after having felt so down for the last hour or so. Cresting the top of Yellow Lake was one of the best feelings and the descent back into town was a huge boost – definitely one of my favourite parts of the day!
My 2nd transition was a little calmer. I sat and took my time getting my run gear on and making sure I had everything, and also remembered to hit the toilets. The extra time and the calmer mind frame definitely helped and I felt good as I started the run. Also, a neat little pick me up as I left T2 was unexpectedly seeing my cousin who had come down from Kelowna to cheer us on. I had no idea he was going to be there!
Like I had planned, I walked every aid station and just tried to focus on one mile at a time. My stomach still wasn't too happy and there was no way I was taking any more gels, but I carried some Clif Blocks and Sport Beans with me and slowly just munched on them as I went. I also made a point of taking in some Gatorade and water at every aid station on the way out, whether I wanted it or not. Kelly was on his bike and at one point pulled up beside me for a quick chat (which was a great distraction). I felt really great until about the 10 mile marker – which happened to be around the time the first big hill hit. I ended up walking up that hill, but sort of a 'power walk' and found I was actually passing most people who were running, so I felt ok about it. At the top of the hill, I ran again down to my special needs bag where I restocked my Clif Blocks and tried to sip on some Boost (which wasn’t happening). My hips were really sore by the time I hit the turn around and I was feeling a bit tired, and so I decided to walk up the big hills out of OK Falls as well. I had met a really nice girl from Alaska near the start of the run and she caught back up to me as I walked out of OK Falls. She seemed to be feeling similar to me, so we chatted and kept each other going for a bit in a run/walk routine. It was a really nice distraction to have someone to talk to. Once we started running again, she started to fade a bit, so I went on ahead. Not long after that, I heard Kirsten call me as I was leaving an aid station (she was just coming out of the toilet). She had been experiencing horrible stomach issues and was having to stop at nearly every aid station. As bad as I felt for her and the stomach issues she was having, I was really excited to see her and to know we would finish together. I think we were together for probably the last 15km or so and it was a pretty routine last 15k. Kirsten had to stop at pretty much every toilet, so I would take that as an opportunity for an aid station and walk break. Then she would catch back up with me and we would run until she had to stop again, and then, well, we'd repeat that same routine over and over. I was so happy to be running with Kirsten and I think she kept me moving a bit quicker than if I had been on my own. Actually, when we were running I think we were keeping a decent pace. I drank coke for most of the way back, and it actually really hit the spot. It was so nice to have something different!
We didn't stop at the last two aid stations. I think we both realized we had a good shot at making it in under 14 hours, so we pushed on. Turning onto Lakeshore for the last out and back before the finish line we saw my cousin, and then almost immediately after our family. It was so neat to see all the people and know we were almost done. Just after the final turn around, someone told us we had 8 minutes and less than a km to go to make it under 14. We knew we had it.
Coming down the finishers chute was pretty incredible. We grabbed each other’s hands, threw a fist pump or two (well, at least I did) and crossed the finished line together in 13:56:16. Finishing together truly was the perfect end to an incredible journey. I really could not have asked for anything better.
Of course, part of me thinks I could have gone faster or pushed harder, but if I did, I don't know that I would have enjoyed myself as much, and really, aside from the little bit of down time on the bike, I felt really happy for most of the day and think I accomplished my goal of just taking it all in. I also thought it would be a few weeks before I had the "I could do that again" feeling, but it pretty much hit me right away. I can see why people end up doing Ironman year after year after year.
So, IMC 2012 anyone? ;)
As for the blog, I know the reason I began it was to chronicle my Ironman journey, but well, it’s been oddly therapeutic, so who knows, maybe I’ll keep it going. (Oh, and a photo post will definitely follow shortly). Anyway, I’m thinking the RVM Half Marathon is the next race on the agenda.... so, stay tuned?
Thanks for reading.
Pleaes don't stop writing in your blog. I love reading it, you are a great writer. I think you are right it has been therapeutic for you and it lets me know how you are doing. Which by the way, I think is great! You and Kirsten are inspirational and I am very proud of both of you.
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